this is from last year. My mom has a doctor’s appointment this Friday, so I was sitting with h
this is from last year. My mom has a doctor’s appointment this Friday, so I was sitting with her today going over the events these last few years with her health so we can fill in yet another new doctor (let me tell you, it’s been a journey. I hate that term, but it is what it has been). We were also marking time going through my calendar with other things that have happened, especially this last year. Things have changed so, so much, and the fullness of my calendar from last year seems so far away. We have all lost so much, but I also feel like a lot of things have become so crystal clear it’s almost blinding. There are things in that calendar that I hope will happen again, and a lot I wish never to visit. It is perspective, which is much needed. And a reminder that we can, and we do, hard things all the time. This year may be harder in a lot of ways, but at least for me, it was a good reminder that I’ve overcome a lot that was just as difficult. I remember being so in that stuff thinking I would never make it out, but I did. I’m learning to control what I can control. Which is very little. Plus, I need some pumpkins. Hang in there peeps. -- source link
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