anyhow, after scraping a lot of dead skin off:had a nightmare yesterday morning of flaying all the s
anyhow, after scraping a lot of dead skin off:had a nightmare yesterday morning of flaying all the skin off my forearm, the day after someone effectively said to me that the need to do intense destruction/damage in order to feel something isn’t a symptom of severe depression, it’s just “being fucked in the head”, which, as someone who has to have a procedure worked out with his own system-mates to protect myself from Too Much Damage when my thoughts get that way thanks to my depression felt real great, let me fucking tell you.hey people who don’t experience their depression like that ever: real happy for you, but fuck off and don’t pretend that nobody ever experiences that level of horror in theirs. -- source link