still focused on gestures, at the moment trying to remember how to look at myself + how to make bett
still focused on gestures, at the moment trying to remember how to look at myself + how to make better work (because it should feel like hot light, should feel like someone pointing out ash on yr cheek), and soon (but also be about, or like, bad blurred pictures I can’t make sense of but still love), listened to kp on repeat I hate it when dudes try to chase me, wrote the note ‘dogwood or mt. loma prieta’, bought a dress for a wedding, palpated my birthmark, (it’s still mine), thought of that very old jawbreaker song that goes I built this life and now it’s mine, wore a smoke coloured t-shirt and a smoke coloured jumper and pushed up the sleeves, watched videos of fields -- source link