Dear Born, If you don’t know til now, you taught me how to love someone beyond I’ve ever
Dear Born, If you don’t know til now, you taught me how to love someone beyond I’ve ever imagined. And I will always remember everything about you. I never thought fireworks and butterflies in the stomach is real until you made me felt it. I got my first “time stopped” with you. I got my first “floating in the air” with you. My first “giggles over phonecalls and messages”. My first “hiding inside the cabinet” just so I could talk to you. I’ve imagined my first “forever” and “happily ever after” with you. And it was all cute and romantic back then. I saw you like no one has ever seen you before. That time, I thought you were the one. I swore to the moon and the stars that you were the one. I prayed. But, I guess, it’s true when they say, some people will come in our lives not to stay but to give us a lessons. Memories. Experiences. Maybe, it was fate that brought us together and also fate the broke us apart. I admit now that there were those times when I see you and all I wanted to do is to run towards you and hug you tight. Because I never had the chance to do it before. Back when I can still claim you mine. There were also those “what if’s”. Yes, Born. You gave me my first “what if’s” too. What if you were brave enough to fight for us? What if I was strong enough to stay? But, Born. I did not regret that we failed. I didn’t regret that we happened either. I guess, you will always have a special effect on me. I guess, you could always make my heart jumps a beat. You’ll alway be my someone. Thank you for giving me my first heartbreak. You are the subject on some of my Poetry. You are worthy of those countless letters I have written for you that I’ve nevet sent. Someday, you’ll be a fine accomplished man. And I’ll be your fan. But you’ll remain and always will be my first love. I’m proud of you with no objections, your honor. Here’s to memories, Me. -- source link
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