Hey guys. Still here. Everytime I try to make a comeback something happens. This time it was postpar
Hey guys. Still here. Everytime I try to make a comeback something happens. This time it was postpartum depression. :( I went 2 months without any signs of it and thought I had gotten away clean but then it hit me like a truck. My motivation to do anything besides take care of Jude was 0. I pretty much did nothing and even though logically everything in my life is 100% peachy keen, it just never felt that way. But I’m happy to say that I believe I’m on the upswing and can hopefully get back into taking care of myself physically as well as mentally. I’m still at 215 lbs. And guys with depression it has never been harder for me to love myself (my body at least). It is an everyday struggle but I’m working on it. I remember last time I lost weight, I wished I had loved myself from the start, and that’s what I’m trying to do now. I guess I’ll have to start posting from my phone. Lol for some reason I only ever want to post from the computer which is usually why I don’t post. Still here though. Still fighting. xo -- source link
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