I lost a long post… maybe I wasn’t meant to post. But that’s exactly the ment
I lost a long post… maybe I wasn’t meant to post. But that’s exactly the mentality I was trying to avoid with that post. Life’s done handing out the good stuff to me. It’s time I take them myself. Initiative. Aggressiveness. Drive. Action. These are the things I struggle with. I didn’t want to admit them before, but they’re undeniable now. My work reflects it. My day reflects. My brain is mad at me for it, and although I hope not, I know people can see it. I could do better. At the risk of sounding like a new year’s post and a new year’s resolution… There’s a lot to be done in 2018. P.S. I do not own the art pictured above. This is simply a photograph of an installation by an artist (whose name and art title I forgot, I’m sorry) which can be found in Pinto Art Museum. P.P.S. There’s nothing I would technically change in my life right now. I just wished I had more hand in it. I wish I had done something and I had done more. P.P.P.S. Yes, I envy those around me. And I’m channeling this envy to rage to competitiveness to action. I tried nice, but it just doesn’t cut it. My life was, is, will be was average because of it. I need great. P.P.P.P.S. I tried posting again, but the app wouldn’t let me post photos. Posting this via the browser instead. Post now, damn it! -- source link
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