there is….so much going on in this scene. the fact that sasuke asks for kakashi!!!and then,
there is….so much going on in this scene. the fact that sasuke asks for kakashi!!!and then, of course, the as-yet unaddressed resentment that starts festering after kakashi doesn’t appear, and the way it has now merged with other (equally untrue) grievances to manifest as embittered rage (i’ve been itching to kill you…)i think it’s relevant to note, before getting into this further, that kakashi hasn’t actually done any of the things that sasuke starts to resent him for here. kakashi did NOT send yamato and the kids to go and get sasuke. this mission was not supposed to take them anywhere NEAR sasuke. they were supposed to capture a spy in the woods and bring said spy back to the Leaf so that a real, fully-staffed rescue attempt could be planned for later, once kakashi got out of the hospital. but yamato made an executive decision to mount this retrieval attempt after the original mission blew up in their faces, because he knew that if they didn’t follow orochimaru now, they would never have another chance at finding sasuke before the six-month deadline expired. kakashi has no idea that team 7 is confronting sasuke right now. and he didn’t come with them on the original mission because he’s currently lying incapacitated in a hospital bed! he is literally incapable of standing up, never mind traveling anywhere.but none of this information is available to sasuke, so all he internalizes is that he’s been DELEGATED. and i’ll tell you - that shocks him.nothing else in this arc fazes him. sasuke has always known, on some level, that his team cares enough about him to hunt him down, and so when they finally do appear, it’s no more than he’s been anticipating. he doesn’t so much as roll over in bed when sai breaks into his room and attacks him. he’s not surprised to see sakura. he’s not surprised to see naruto. he’s not surprised that his team has finally shown up to try and drag him home; he’s been expecting that for years. but he NEVER expected them to show up without kakashi. that was never on the table. he never thought - it never even occurred to him. the idea that kakashi wouldn’t even come for him - that he would just send some random substitute instead - that throws sasuke off his footing in a way that nothing else about this arc is able to do. none of the scenarios he ever played out in his head over the last three years looked like this. somehow, on some subconscious level, sasuke has always assumed that he was still priority #1 for everyone, and it’s a rude awakening now for him to realize that maybe he was mistaken.it says a lot about who he perceives kakashi to be, for his assumptions to have been so certain. despite everything, sasuke’s understanding of his teacher is still rooted in having heard him say “i’ll protect you with my life.” sasuke expects kakashi to come running after him no matter what’s happened, no matter how long it’s been, no matter how vehemently sasuke protested previous attempts to bring him home or how many people he attacked while he was running away. the idea that kakashi wouldn’t even bother to show up - that he would just hand sasuke off to some stranger - it throws sasuke for an entire loop.and obviously, we as the audience know that sasuke’s original assumptions about kakashi were correct, and his perception of the current situation is completely misinformed, but there’s no way for us to tell him that. and even if this weren’t the case - from a purely objective perspective, sasuke has no rational reason to feel snubbed! he left the Leaf of his own volition, and he was very vehement (violently so!) about the fact that he did not want anybody to follow him. but even so, there’s just no winning with this kid. he resents people when they try to chase him, and he resents them just as much when they don’t.the thing about sasuke at this point in the story is this: he can talk about breaking his bonds all he wants, but deep down, he wants to have it both ways. he wants to reject the people who care about him, but he doesn’t want them to be okay with it. he wants to run away, but he doesn’t want them to just let him escape. he’s not planning on letting anybody save him, but he still wants somebody to try. deep, deep down, where even he himself can’t consciously see it, he wants somebody to come for him. it’s not rational or reasonable, but sasuke isn’t in a rational or reasonable state of mind. he isn’t well right now, and he hasn’t been for a long time. when the person he unquestioningly expected to come and rescue him doesn’t appear (regardless of the fact that sasuke himself is the one who keeps telling people to stop chasing him!) - he doesn’t process that well at all. “unfortunately, kakashi couldn’t make it” - like it’s some trivial get-together, like kakashi just didn’t feel like making the time…that completely flies in the face of everything sasuke has been expecting for years (convoluted and unreasonable as those expectations are). he takes it as a personal insult. it’s just one more thing for him to feel wronged about, and i guarantee you he is still stewing over it when kakashi finally does catch up with him in season 10. let’s be clear, also - it’s not like sasuke was going to just come home to the leaf village even if kakashi did show up! sasuke would have fought tooth and nail to make kakashi leave him alone, and he would have gotten a kind of vicious satisfaction from rejecting his teacher’s attempts to reach him - but sasuke ALSO would have gotten another kind of satisfaction from knowing that kakashi was still trying to help him. if kakashi keeps coming for him, then sasuke gets to keep slapping him away. if kakashi keeps trying to save him, then sasuke has more people to keep fighting against, more bonds to break, more ways to keep making himself “stronger.” if kakashi keeps warning sasuke about the fact that he’s heading down a self-destructive path, then sasuke has a reason to continue feeling held back or misunderstood, and he has more reason to retaliate, by committing himself more and more deeply to damaging choices. but if kakashi just takes him at his word and stops coming - if he decides to give sasuke what he “wants” and leave him alone - it means he doesn’t care what sasuke does to himself anymore. he’s washed his hands of it. there’s no bond there for sasuke to break, because kakashi has already abandoned the relationship. he’s already uninterested enough in the situation to send a substitute to pick sasuke up - or that’s how sasuke understands it, at least. even though this is ostensibly what sasuke has been asking for the whole time, it’s not what he actually wants. not “in his heart of hearts,” as kakashi would say. sasuke wasn’t expecting this. it takes him by surprise, and he’s still holding onto his bitter feelings about it many seasons later, when kakashi finally does catch up and attempt an intervention of his own. -- source link
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