sleepinsidemysoul: I am not easy to figure out…i am a simple yet complicated soul, bala
sleepinsidemysoul:I am not easy to figure out…i am a simple yet complicated soul, balanced but moody…i can be quiet and retreat into my own abyss or i can be a little chatterbox being silly…shy but outgoing..an introverted extrovert perhaps…I ruminate or don’t think of it, whatever it is, at all… but i am who i am and i make no excuses for myself…I cant be with anyone that wants to pick which “me” they care to spend time with because like a box of cracker jacks, you never know whats inside…outwardly my appearance is what it is….the life i have lived shows my trials and tribulations….i make mistakes, i have become jaded and somewhat guarded, i am on a journey of a lifetime, by myself for the first time since i was 19 because i chose independence and a life of free will to finally find out just who i am without being what was expected of me to be or to do….and i wouldn’t change my decision for the world….is it easy, oh hell but hell no….i have fucked up so many times but i have gotten it right so many times as well…nothing important enough worth having/wanting is ever easy but it builds confidence, not settling or being complacent ..its a new lesson every day, and as i take baby steps along the path i am on, i do so knowing that life is to be lived, not waiting on a shelf wondering when will it be my turn to be the butterfly that finally leaves its cocoon, the girl with the gypsy soul….take me as i am for that is all that i know how to be…nor would i care to be anyone else..the best things in life are free ..to figure it all out..sweet dreams from wordy girl.. ©kღ goodnight stars ⭐️goodnight moon And goodnight you reposted photograph from @jmasterd in January 2017 -- source link
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