destiels-canonahhhhhhhhhh:rauko-is-a-free-elf: queer-things-do-happen-dean: rauko-is-a-free-elf: You
destiels-canonahhhhhhhhhh:rauko-is-a-free-elf:queer-things-do-happen-dean:rauko-is-a-free-elf:You know, I’d always focused more on watching Dean in this scene and felt the pain of how badly he needs the contact, needs to touch him, needs to know he’s okay, the way he’s able to let his guard down at times like this cause he has an excuse…But now…oh Cas. It’s been obvious for so long how much Cas loved Dean, but I always assumed he hadn’t really sorted out in his head what all his feelings meant, that maybe he hadn’t really thought about it. But watching this now, knowing that Cas is AWARE of how much he loves this man that’s crying his name, checking on him, cradling his face, searching his eyes to make sure he’s with him…and being fully convinced that he can’t have more…it hurts.That last gif. Look at it. Everything about it just screams “all I want is to fall forward into your arms and find comfort there and right now I’m barely finding the strength not to.” And meanwhile, Dean’s patting him and working up the ability to let go.These two…God you just destroyed me. Fuck. Now I’m imagining if Cas just barely getting out Dean’s name before he slumps forward, and how Deans breath would hitch because Cas is warm and malliable in his arms, and it would be impossible not to indulge, impossible not to thread his hand through Cas’ hair. And Cas would curl his weak fingers along the edge of Dean jacket, almost weak enough not to feel, but Dean does – and he isnt supposed to have this. Cas can’t want this the sort of touch for the same reason Dean does. But the mark is gone and Cas’ breath is like a blanket, the weight of his head perfect against Dean’s shoulder, and he doesnt know if he has it in him to let goYou get it.hey you two how fucking dare youPeople really think that this relationship was one-sided tho? That Dean wasn’t in love with Cas as much as he was in love with him? Do viewers have to be spoon feed everything? I think a lot of people might be having such mixed feelings about Cas’ declaration of love because it sounded ambiguous. But honestly, love is love. After everything these two were to each other, all they’ve been through together, do you really, as a viewer need them to come right out and say if it’s romantic or not? Everyone has a different love language. My personal preference is acts of service. And I’ve watched Cas and Dean service one another in ways that you know it’s love. Trying to put a label on it cheapens it. It was so unconditional and without limits that it doesn’t need to be said out loud. They were best friends and so much more. I feel like you viewers got more than any other show would have given you with these two. And as far as being disgruntled over Dean’s reaction or lack thereof in the moment, it’s Dean Winchester. He is the classic archetype of a man’s man. Imagine you’re him and you love a supernatural entity inside of a man’s body. You’re as heterosexual as they come, but your most emotionally invested relationship outside of your brother is the angel who saved you from hell…?Even when Cas was first introduced, there has always something between them. A connection even when they barely knew each other. So after everything, how could you, the viewer not know? -- source link
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