I’m having a lot of problems with my mental health lately… I’ve had a
I’m having a lot of problems with my mental health lately… I’ve had a split personality my entire life but both of my siblings have been to mental hospitals and I know if I were to tell anyone in my family or my psychiatrist I’d be sent next and that scares me. The other half is really really dark and I honestly think that with the knowledge we share if they were to take over my body they could very easily do some really terrible things. (Ex: I know how to make a few toxic chemical compounds with cleaning products) Every time I think about it I feel nauseated because if I were to go to the hospital I wouldn’t be able to distract myself and I would probably lose control. I’ve actually had laughing fits without reason and I’m beginning to think that one of these days my two sides will come together like Ed’s did and I’ll be completely insane. -- source link
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