commanderpepper: danicoro: commanderpepper: …It legitimately pains me how much I identify wit
commanderpepper: danicoro: commanderpepper: …It legitimately pains me how much I identify with you right now, Anon. I never thought I had an addictive personality but here I am, dangerously close to failing two classes I need to graduate this spring because I can’t stop spending all of my time (including time spent NOT with a controller in my hands) living in fictional worlds with friends who are not real. holy shit are you me? Like, actually. I just finished my last final exam on Friday, and I’m so scared that I might not pass the exams. And if I don’t pass the exams, it’s a snowball effect because it means -> can’t pass class -> can’t graduate -> can’t go to Japan -> OMFG NOW WHAT I am a fucking emotional wreck, and it’s all my own fucking fault /hug And you want to be like “I REGRET NOTHING” except no because if I don’t graduate I’ll regret everything. Uh… did i post this confession and forgot about it? Hm, no but. Painfully accurate. I should graduate in two months. I have an exam tomorrow, and one in friday. Damn, one in thursday, too. And right now - as pathetic as it sounds - my dream future is to have a good job, good salary that will allow me to buy all these games and enough time during weekends to play them. But again, I can’t imagine my life without them. I won’t. And I know much these games have changed me and without them I won’t be me. And if it weren’t these games, I’d be obssessed with something else and that thing would be ruining my studying so… Tis not as bad as it could be! -- source link
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