deangirl: #what kills me most of all #is the suspenseful deferral of will opening this damn let
deangirl:#what kills me most of all #is the suspenseful deferral of will opening this damn letter #like not just for us as viewers - a suspenseful deferral he performs for /himself/!! #he gets it and tucks it away #waits until the middle of the night to sneakily retrieve it #fucking stares at it for approximately 64.7 million frames before moving to a comfier location #PUTS A SWEATER ON #LIGHTS A FIRE #(i’m assuming fireplaces aren’t just permanently on but then i grew up in miami so what do i know but STILL. EITHER WAY.) #then fucking rolls it around in his hands some more before finally slowly…teasingly….opening it #it’s hell honestly!! this is hell!!!! #“i read it…and then i burnt it” #“but first i had to teasingly agonize over its mere existence for an exorbitantly extended period of time” #“FEEL THE WEIGHT OF ALL IT PROMISED - THE WEIGHT OF WAITING!!!” (via @backwardabyss) -- source link
#hanibal