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somethingtofantasizeabout: nekodiet: strawberries-n-cigarettespt2:skinnyindielegend: amberstorm-splash: theludicrousrival: evanogarfield: own-your-weird: tianatwitty: Please make this go viral. It is so important I don’t even care if you delete what I write here, just help it be seen. Reblog. If you don’t reblog get the fuck out of here U.S. National Suicide Hotline: 1-800-273-8255 Live chat services are also available for anyone who doesn’t feel comfortable with making phone calls/talking on the phone. Please reach out when you are struggling. You deserve so much more out of this life. Don’t ever forget that somebody loves you. I don’t know what to add. Just, be safe out there. People will love you. always fucking reblog i love how agressive everyone is abt reblogging- it makes me feel ✨cared about✨ reblog always I was on the brink of suicide tonight and I thought about these things.. it’s so much easier to think “I will stop my suffering”, but you start someone else’s when you leave. And that’s what still keeps me here. If I had left tonight I would not have been able to experience life just as simple as going outside to hear the birds and see the snow. And the most important part for me is that my friend is pregnant and I really want to meet her child in the future. “nothing makes me happy”the smell of the pavement after it rainsopening a can of soda and hearing the little fizzlaying out in the sun and it’s so warm you fall asleep and wake up with a sunburnclean laundryblowing out a candle and seeing the smoke rise the silence when it snows at nightwhen the sun pops out from behind the clouds and it gets really brightfinding a little place in nature that you didn’t know about before and going there all the time until you find another onefresh manicurescrawling right into bed after a really hot shower/ bath when your hair is still wet and you’re bundled up in the blankets watching your comfort movies all weekend a dog getting really excited to see you and they do that stupid little smile and their tail is wagging driving on a summer night and blasting your favorite song and belting it out because you’re the only person that can hear youstupid things like that. i understand that maybe your job sucks, you think your families don’t care, etc. but if you can cling to the little, stupid things it will SAVE YOUR LIFE. i love you, i care about you. please. -- source link
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