Been thinking about killing myself a whole lot lately. I can barely sleep but being awake is agony.
Been thinking about killing myself a whole lot lately. I can barely sleep but being awake is agony. I’m drunk all the time these days. Every moment of my life is a constant hangover. Eating is a fucking hassle, food is expensive. I don’t remember the last time I washed/brushed my hair. I’ve stopped going to class bc I just don’t have the energy to walk to school. I don’t have anyone who cares enough to really talk to me when I’m like this. I would break my fucking spine to save any of my friends but when I say “I’m sad :(“ they either ignore and move on or say something along the lines of “we all are. Life is shit” I don’t even know what I wanna talk about bc I feel like I’ve said all I can say a million fuckin times. This shit is frustrating, I don’t understand my own mind. I’m sick of it -- source link