el-desenladrillador: So, a couple of weeks ago (and yeah, I’d love to share this miraculous li
el-desenladrillador: So, a couple of weeks ago (and yeah, I’d love to share this miraculous life-changing personal experience of mine, thought the story severely lacks any obvious punchline), I was doing the thing that I call depression planking in front of the TV: jobless, haven’t eaten in days, world is ending again, economy going to hell, I’m all alone and actually not caring anymore… Usual stuff. And it was absolutely beautiful May evening with warm wind gently moving my curtains, birds chirping and lilac bushes blossom like crazy outside my window, and I hated it, of course, because, y'know, crippling depression and all. But as I was absentmindedly switching the channels, I stopped at one that was airing Supernatural. Yeah. And it still feels weird as hell, because I’ve never watched this TV show, was never interested before. I used to be like, well, okay, it’s there and I don’t care, but at that moment I swear to god, something clicked and changed in my head. Radically.And long story short, I’ve never been this happy and focused… for how long? Five, seven years straight? What? How? What happened? Why this one monster of fandom in particular?No idea, but I guess I should thank this TV show for at least one thing for sure: for making me realize that I’m not depressed per se, but I rather have bipolar disorder. X`D Because happiness as intense as this can’t be a healthy one for sure. But whatever, who cares. As they say, mania stage is always better than depression stage, hold it dear, grip it tight and enjoy it while it lasts.Anyways, as I was watching SPN back at that day and getting into it head over heels, I also had that vague memory of some very popular pairing from this show. Then I actually remembered people saying it was canon… Yep, that was it, the focal point of no return. I was looking for a new fandom and something up there finally heard me and sent me a monster to dote on just to shut me up. I bet that thing is giggling at me now. I’m kinda giggling too. I’m happy, that’s all that matters at the moment.And there you go! I’m into it like crazy, can’t stop, won’t stop. Enjoy some fanarts while I’ll be jumping right into ‘I don’t know what I’m doing with my life anymore because of this damn show’ stage. -- source link
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