So here’s the tea guys. I work 7 days a week. I get about 50-60 hours a week. I got a huge pro

So here’s the tea guys. I work 7 days a week. I get about 50-60 hours a week. I got a huge promotion at work and it’s a lot to take on. I try to balance that, my home life and my personal health/mental health. It’s a lot. I don’t sleep. I eat maybe once a day. I cry. Often and hard. I’m stressed. I feel like I am failing my family and not spending enough time with them. I have two gorgeous kids and they cost $$ and to make that $$ I’ve got to work. I go to warped tour in two weeks and that’ll be the first day’s off and break I’ve had in about 3-4 months. I have so many ideas for this blog and the direction I want it to go, I just don’t have the energy. Some days I have the energy but not the confidence. I hear I am losing weight and gettin smaller but I don’t see it. I often look at my body and want to break the mirror because I’m not where I want to be or because I just see a massive blob of fat and unlovable curves. It gets dark real fast these days. Just don’t give up on me. I am working hard for my home life and that’s just something I’ve got to do. I have so photos I’m editing and they should be up within the week. So look out for those. I love you all. Remember self health is important. -- source link

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