I came to BDSM when I learned as a young teen in a scuffle with a spoiled cousin that hurting a boy

I came to BDSM when I learned as a young teen in a scuffle with a spoiled cousin that hurting a boy turned me on. I punched and kicked him a few times for bad behavior and it aroused me. I didn’t think I was a monster because I didn’t feel out of control. After that experience, I continued to fantasize about hurting a man to achieve orgasm…………….. As I matured I was introduced to spanking then cropping men. I loved it. I was oriented to cause physical pain. However, when I met Butler, he introduced me into the more psychological aspects of domination. I had to jump a mental hurdle before I could emotionally hurt him. He created a safe space for me to explore my internal world of sadism……………. I had to look for of it but eventually I found a deep well of bitchy evilness just waiting to bubble up. When I found that he responded to my experiments with increased passion for me it became much easier. Now, I find it cathartic to release all manner of terror on him………………. However, it started because he created the safe space in a relationship of deep connection. Men want a pour and stir relationship. You want your domme to jump fully formed, wrapped in leather, from the forehead of Zeus. It takes work and time…………. You have a lot to learn…………… Start here: http://artvamp.com/femdomfilm/ -- source link

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