ren-sensei: The wind blows through your hair. The soft sunlight.Everything is the same except you&rs

ren-sensei: The wind blows through your hair. The soft sunlight.Everything is the same except you’re not here.The person who told me, “Everything is up to you.”Eventually the people you love deeply will disappear. That’s how life works. Nothing in my memories is absolutely perfect.I love you, but I feel so much pain. I want to cry all day. I can’t forget you. You still live in my heart. The blue sky swallows all my overwhelming feelings.It won’t reach you, so like a long-gone star, the light wanders aimlessly.In the same way you face reality after you wake up from your dreams, we can move forward by forgetting. But we wish for a person who will prove otherwise.I don’t know how to erase the promises, the scars, and the memories. An old photograph eventually fades, but our hearts don’t work like that.We grow older by experiencing pain. If that moment is now, l’ll move forward and express my feelingsuntil the day comes when I can look back to the long track of my footsteps, open that door, and say, “Everything worked out fine.”When we lose that one precious thing, we think everything is over,but that’s because we can’t live without them.We assure ourselves by loving someone that our heart is beating… that we are alive.I love you. I love you. I loved you too much.I’ve been listening to the sounds that make me forget everything else.The blue sky swallows all my overwhelming feelings.It won’t reach you, so like a long-gone star, the light wanders aimlessly.-Flumpool - Zanzou (lyrics credits: @http://jpoptranslations.tumblr.comTomorrow is your big day. Your 24th birthday and also your graduation from Nogizaka. I wanted to be honest by saying that I’m more of sad than happy for you. Tears would fall every time I would at your pictures and videos. Why am I like this? I also don’t know why. Maybe because I still don’t want you to go. I still want you to stay in the group.You’re my first oshimen, my first Nogizaka oshimen. The very first person that captured my heart. It is also the reason why I’m so affected with you leaving. I know that I’ll eventually accept it wholeheartedly and send you off with a smile but just this once, the remaining hours before your birthday and graduation, let me pour it all out, the remaining tears of sadness so that at the end of the day tomorrow, it will just be tears of happiness. Thank you for the great 5 and a half years that you shared with Nogizaka. Though I’ved only just been a fan for almost 2 years, it felt like I’ve already been one for 5 and a half years. Enjoy your day tomorrow and the 1st day of the 5th Birthday Live.Thank you very much. Happy Birthday and Goodbye, my first Nogizaka46 oshimen, Nanamin. -- source link

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