degradedsissy1: Resistance is not a sissy’s strong point.Its life has usually been characteris
degradedsissy1: Resistance is not a sissy’s strong point.Its life has usually been characterised by submission and failure.Although it is raised, from early childhood, with a very traditional masculine grinder role model, it is fascinated by the clothes women wear. Despite the fact that it knows men and boys don’t dress up in stockings and women’s underwear, it eventually relents and indulges it’s curiosity. Despite its deep sense of guilt and shame it does so again, and again….and again.Despite telling itself over and over that it will stop, it doesn’t.It gets worse……to a point where it is wearing women’s stockings and lingerie all the time and dressing up fully, when it has the chance, in stockings, corsets, bras, high heels, skirts, blouses, painting its face with makeup and polishing its nails, and exposing itself to untold shame and humiliation in public.It is a loser.Weakness, failure and surrender have characterised much of its life.It arrives at a point where it has little or no confidence in units ability to resist anything or do anything the that changes its destiny. It feels like a leaf being washed away in a torrent.Even though, like probably most sissies, it does not feel itself attracted to men, it will eventually find itself standing before one or more men, dressed in its stockings and stilettos and girlie clothes.In their company, in its emasculated state, it knows that it does not in any way pass muster as a man. Yet, despite its pitiful effeminacy, it will not feel like a woman. It will feel like a defeated male, that has failed to be a man, but tries unsuccessfully to pass itself off as an unconvincing facsimile of a woman. It feels weak.It feels ashamed. It feels helpless. It feels vulnerable. So when these men try to collar it, and lead it around like an animal or some kind of chattel, it is already resigned to its fate, as pathetically submits with no resistance.When these men try to use it sexually, at either or both ends, it passively surrenders itself to whatever abasement may be coming its way.As it is positioned there before them, on its stockinged knees - as its painted lips are penetrated and its emasculated loins are sodomised by the sexual organs of real men, it is filled with shame and revulsion at its weakness and at what it has so feebly surrendered to. It is left lying there, a defeated, conquered mess, swimming their sexual fluids.Yet it feels perversely aroused by its own destruction. Is the sissy the pinnacle of masochism? -- source link