annihilationxmistress: kariuhlovesdicks: 9/18: Insecurities My largest insecurity is all of my body
annihilationxmistress: kariuhlovesdicks: 9/18: Insecurities My largest insecurity is all of my body hair. I have been made fun of for being more hairy than the average girl since I started kindergarten. “Werewolf. Werewolf.” Over and over I got told I look like a man. When I was about 16 and had my first serious boyfriend, he told me he wouldn’t touch me unless I shaved my pubic hair. I wanted to be liked and loved so bad that I just did it. I shaved. When my current boyfriend and I got together, I figured he was the same way. Between porn and my first serious boyfriend…. why would he want anything different? After our first sexual encounter, he praised me saying it was cool that I shaved. I took this as he liked clean shaven girls, so I continued shaving for him. Months after that first time, we had a conversation about our insecurities. I brought up the topic of body hair. He gave me this look and was just like are you kidding me? Not only is it YOUR body that YOU have control over, body hair is natural. Why would I care if you let it grow? (It also came out that he really liked full bushes) That made me realize that I have been looking for others approvals of how I look. Since then I have let my body hair go in so many various styles. Sometimes I still like it clean shaven while other times I let it grow in its natural state as a wild bush. Then other times it’s nice to have something in between. This isn’t to say that I don’t struggle with this still but the issue has definitely become better. While I still look in the mirror and see a hairy beast some days, I feel comfortable exploring how I want to present myself for myself and others. I think that’s the most important feeling to have. I feel you so hard on this. -- source link