An Obfuscated Idea You are not me, and you wouldn’t be here if you were. You have only mur
An Obfuscated Idea You are not me, and you wouldn’t be here if you were. You have only murky imaginings and half thought out assumptions to pour into the mould of me that you’ve made in your mind, some cracked and barely held together construct that only persists because you refuse to look at it directly, allowing it to dance on your periphery and stalk the recesses of your mind. But then that’s why it’s attractive, and why you wander through these virtual halls night after night. Because I see a little into you, you general idea of a submissive woman, you construct of all the women I’ve ever met, cobbled together like some Frankenstein’s monster from a neurosis here, an enigmatic smile there. I peer into your mind through this warped lens, and occasionally I strike on truth, only it’s a truth that you never quite saw, yourself. It’s an instant recognition and a powerful sense of alienation all in one. How could he know this? How could I not? And yet that’s where the heart of all that is erotic lies, after all. The unknown. The anonymous. The parts that you’ve yet to live, the blank spaces you’ve yet to fill, the uncharted sections of the map that you so desperately want to discover. It’s hearing something and then having the idea tumble through your mind like a lottery ball, just waiting for the perfect set of circumstances to come up, drop that ball out of the dispenser and have your number come up. To finally know what that feels like, before moving onto this. Which makes me a sower, of a fashion. To peek into your mind, take the ingredients and cultivate the seed of an idea, something that might pique your curiosity, drive your natural interest and have you add another thing to the wish list of things you might never do, but really rather hope might occur. And your mind is so very fertile, anonymous girl, you beautiful, faceless ball of psyche. I know because I’ve spent so much time plowing every depth of you. -- source link
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