I’ve been a bad boy lately.I promised my wife that I will do more than half of the chores, and

I’ve been a bad boy lately.I promised my wife that I will do more than half of the chores, and I did not change anything in my behavior.As a grown-up, I should apologize to her, ask for punishment, and correct my ways.But I didn’t had the courage, so I write it here.I know that my wife occasionally read my blog. It is only a matter of time. :-)So my love, know that I still need your firm and loving hand, more than ever.Everything I wrote to you before is still true, and my ass should be very red when you decide to punish me.Also, even if I never cum without her permission, I still masturbate when my wife is not home.I spend too much time on Tumblr, especially on photos of women in thong swimsuits and posts about spanking, chastity and female domination.Early in our relationship, she found out that I used to masturbate a lot, and as a result, it did take me a lot of time to cum. It was sometimes frustrating for her. After she forbid me to masturbate, I had to admit that I enjoyed sex a lot more and was a much better lover.I have a custom made steel chastity cage and I was locked without any release for several weeks at a time (the longest period was 2 months).The more I am locked, the more I am horny and want to please my wife.Each morning when I am locked, when I get of bed, he first thing I want is to kiss her feet.I would like to keep that feeling all the time, but it sadly goes away after a few days of freedom.Since I still have issues about taking too long to cum, we found a thing that is a huge turn-on: set up a timer when she wants me to cum. Usually, she counts to 20 or 30. If I didn’t cum, then I have to stop and no orgasm for me.Last time I did not cum at 20. She was generous enough to gave me another count to 25 after I licked her to orgasm, and I did cum on the last count.I have a huge fantasy that I did not tell her yet. That if I failed to cum in the time allowed, she would resume counting until I came.Then the number would be the number of weeks that I would have to spend locked in chastity as punishment.Well, I guess I’ll find out :-) -- source link

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