I’ve had a few messages asking if I’m still active. So much for my ‘post every two weeks’ promise. I

I’ve had a few messages asking if I’m still active. So much for my ‘post every two weeks’ promise. I shouldn’t make promises that I might not be able to keep, so I’m sorry x I’m still very much active. I suppose my only concern is as much as the inception of this blog was to document my gradual descent into insanity in front of everyone, and to remember it all by of course once I’ve found a more normal outlet of expression, I’m just not sure I can keep posts interesting anymore. It’s mostly all the same these days. I don’t wear my nicer clothes for it so I always look the same. Always walking around shopping after holding for a stupidly long time. Letting pressure build until it genuinely becomes an accident in ridiculous situations. Funny looks. People pointing and laughing. I even had a girl give me the rock and roll hand sign recently which was surreal. But it’s getting hard to go back to all the local shopping centres through fear of being recognised as that girl who shit herself, or ‘oh there’s that girl who shit herself, and look, she’s shit herself again’. Just a trifle suspicious. It’s kind of running out of steam here. Not that I haven’t got a lot more to post. I’ve lost count this year and I know posts don’t reflect it at all. So there’s more than I’ve posted ever still to cover but it may be slow. The pic was from an August walk recently. It was a pretty dramatic day. I may do a write up but will try to cover a few stories I’ve promised first. I may also soon do a joint post with @instinkts as we randomly needed to go while we were messaging and both had a slight situation to clean up after.Thanks for being patient and for all the support xx -- source link

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