I know it’s been almost a year since I’ve been on here and posted anything, but
I know it’s been almost a year since I’ve been on here and posted anything, but there is a reason why… actually quite a few reasons why. // // Shortly after my last post something terrible happened. The one I loved more then anything and lovingly called Blakey broke up with me. So as it sits on this Valentine’s day I’m on my own. I hold no ill will and still love her more then anything, but what’s done is done. // // Not long after the break up I went to AX 2018 (Anime Expo). I had a wonderful time and it helped me push off the pain I was feeling at the time. I plan on going again this year if I can, but at this point it’s a fairly big maybe. // // Fast forward to around the middle of August I was laid off from my job at the time. Along with dealing with a good helping of depression. I filled for EDD which was approved and I’ve been looking for work ever since. // // Last but not least since the time I was laid off to now I’ve still been looking for work while also trying to keep my depression at Bay. Many nights I thought of ending it all, and honestly the thing that kept me going was I didn’t want to hurt those I care about, either my friends or family and even Blakey. We may not be a couple any longer but we are still friends and I still love her even after all the pain, because nothing will ever make me forget about the 3 loving years I had with her (even with the few rough patches). Love is painful, Love is wonderful but in the end love is what you make of it. I hope everyone who has someone to love, love them with all your heart. Those who are alone this Valentine’s day. The year is still young and anything can happen. // // -With Love, Yang “Fireball” Xiao Long. https://www.instagram.com/p/Bt4-eC5nUhY/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ytbhifj7cql6 -- source link
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