lizetted:gettingtomygoalweightby2012:healthylivingforyou:eveningfades:The beauty of Eating Disorders
lizetted:gettingtomygoalweightby2012:healthylivingforyou:eveningfades:The beauty of Eating Disorders.I have been bulimic now for about 7 years, and this disease is killing me from the inside and on the outside. I’ve purged up blood before, but never as much as I experienced today. The amount of blood actually shocked me. I have almost no hair left, and the hair which I still have has thinned out. My teeth are all rotten. I can’t drink cold drinks. I can’t drink hot drinks. I can’t eat hard, crunchy things. My jaw will be getting surgery soon. My stomach hurts every time I attempt to keep food down. And not to mention my digestive system is completely fucked. So you want perfection? You want all the boys to want you? You want to be beautiful? You’re not going to get that. This is what you’ll get. You’re further and further away from perfection each second. No boy wants you because you always smell like puke, blood, and you actually fear even being close to anyone. You become worthless.Beautiful? No. You become an ugly, horrible monster. Scars, bruises. You can’t go on dates. Refuse to go out with friends. You isolate yourself from everything and everyone. Still not convinced? Do you still want this?I’m giving mine out for free. I needed to reblog this for my followers.People, please lose weight the right way. This will only put you further from everything you want. You think you want to be thin, but you don’t. You want to be thin only because for: confidence, to feel good about yourself, to have guys wanting you, etc. But you can’t achieve that even when you are thin if you anorexic or bulimic because you’ll only suffer a worse self image of yourself than before. It’s not worth it. If you can put up with all the pain of not eating and puking, why can’t you just deal with eating right and exercising? You’ll still get your aim of being thin but you will have a fucking sexy body which is toned, friends you make from exercising together, etc and guys will be after you like bees to honey. So please, choose the right path!To everyone who has ever even thought about putting your fingers down your throat. Think again. -- source link