submissivegames:I’ve always had a glaring problem with my submissiveness. Once I’ve cum, it all jus
submissivegames: I’ve always had a glaring problem with my submissiveness. Once I’ve cum, it all just drained away with my orgasm. I would lose my submissive desires and most anything with them. I’ve found three different ways to avoid this, to keep me more or less in a submissive state of mind. The first does not require bondage and is simply ruining my orgasm. I’ve been ordered to give myself ruined orgasms, and after maintained a definite submissive state of mind. The other two require bondage and a partner. The second is simply being left in bondage for a while after the orgasm. Perhaps my partner goes to clean up, take a shower. When they come back they may clean up the toys, wipe me down. The point is, they take their time before releasing me, removing any toys, restraints, or so on, giving me time, time to feel those restraints and toys, to fall back down the rabbit hole. The third and final is post orgasm torture. The complete loss of control, being bound, unable to escape, unable to control my own hyper sensitive body, feeling as though I’ll go mad with the sensations of it all…. I’ve only experienced it a handful of times, but it breaks me, mind and body, and I’m submissive clay at that point, ready to be shaped to their pleasure. spoiling -- source link