daisylongmile:“I don’t understand my emotions lately. I can’t sleep when I try to and lay awake for
daisylongmile:“I don’t understand my emotions lately. I can’t sleep when I try to and lay awake for hours thinking about death, my own death. Because I don’t understand it. I hope that I die in my sleep, but when I’m old, not NOW. I feel asleep but I’m awake. Thinking about how it’ll happen for me until it scares me and I’ll randomly start whispering “I don’t want it to happen” really fast over and over. ”Finally found it… I literally am the absolute happiest I could be with this poem. Thank you so much daisylongmile for this <3 -- source link
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