I’ve been on a new medication for weeks. It has helped me quit smoking but the one sideeffect is sup

I’ve been on a new medication for weeks. It has helped me quit smoking but the one side effect is super vivid dreams. When I dream I feel like I’m there. Touch, taste, feeling, conversations, even emotions all seem magnified. I remember every detail the next morning. I’ve had several dreams about Tempter. Last night I dreamt we were just talking. A sweet, pleasant, warm chat. We were happy. We were in love. I hate to admit that he lingers in my subconscious when I doubt he pays the same emotional currency. My dreams betray me. All of this has had made me want to do the little thing. To reach out to him for comfort and affection. I’ve been brave.. I hate being brave.. It’s much easier to tell myself he doesn’t care than to admit I’m still hurting. The official story is that we parted because he couldn’t give me as much time as I wanted and needed. Last night, before my head hit the pillow, I read these words from Chani Nicholas:“There is nothing about what you need from a partnership that is unattainable if you are willing to match it with the same kind of effort, care, and consistency. Use the beginning of Venus’s retrograde to be unabashedly committed to getting clear on what you need.Make absolutely no apologies for the love you desire.” -- source link
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