theodicker:Without warning I had a vision of Francis – twenty years later, fifty years, in a wheelch
theodicker:Without warning I had a vision of Francis – twenty years later, fifty years, in a wheelchair. And of myself – older, too, sitting around with him in some smoky room, the two of us repeating this exchange for the thousandth time. At one time I had liked the idea, that the act, at least, had bound us together. -- source link