“I still do not understand… Why are you so persistent? Why do you want me so badly? You have
“I still do not understand… Why are you so persistent? Why do you want me so badly? You have naught the idea of who i am and the things i have done… You keep pestering me… You steal the rum i try to drown my sorrow with… My heart aches, still you want this wretched ruin, that broken, shattered glass that lies on the stage of my chest like a maiden from a tragedy…”“I do not want this…”“I do not want anyone close let alone climbing through my walls… Still you keep up your hopeless siege to get inside… Get into this darkness within… To sit with me in that endless void i lock myself into..”“Why?”“You say i was the only one who cared for you in a long while…I did nothing at all… Nothing… I cannot save myself even… How could i save you? I see that pale eye of yours… One like the moon… The other dark like the night sky and… I am puzzled… I find myself wanting. I find myself longing to heal and give back what was taken from you while… While i sit here with an aching void in my heart that i am so afraid to fill…”“I fear the words.. The promises you share with me… The ones you offer to fill that broken locket of mine..”“Still i find myself drawn to those… Hopes… The warmth… The gentle touch… The tender arm around my waist… I want this… I long for it… But…”“I am scared…” -- source link
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