problemglyphs: Anonymous said:June 28th 2014, 4:18:00 pmI am twenty-four and a half. I’ve lost frien
problemglyphs: Anonymous said:June 28th 2014, 4:18:00 pmI am twenty-four and a half. I’ve lost friends to angry kids with knives at parties, some to oil-patch worker ennui tackled with hard drugs. I am haunted by all of them, them in fields of wildrose in my dreams (only sometimes nightmares). I just recently passed the age of the oldest friend I’ve lost, but I am still here, alive, an outlier now. They’re here too, like they forget they’re gone. How do I shut them out? Can I even? If not, how can I steel myself from their influence? -- source link