shadowjacks-femboys:Femboy study: LorenLoren is smart, attractive, and fiercely independent. He goe
shadowjacks-femboys:Femboy study: LorenLoren is smart, attractive, and fiercely independent. He goes to clubs occasionally, when his desire becomes too powerful to resist, but he hates pretentiousness, insincerity and pick-up lines. He was in love once, but his heart was broken and now he is afraid to let anyone get that close again. He took ballet classes as a teenager, but they wouldn’t let him be the ballerina, and eventually he gave it up. He still moves like he’s dancing, though. He used to think he wanted to be a girl, and he took hormones and wore dresses and lacy underthings, but after a while it all just felt like he was playing a role, and he needed to find his true self. Now he’s found his equilibrium halfway between boy and girl, and he’s comfortable with himself at last. He’s found his own style, his own look, his own life. David Bowie was his idol, and he is still crying that Bowie is gone. He doesn’t think there is anyone else in the world who could understand him. Sometimes he lets women seduce him, and sometimes men, and sometimes both at once. But deep down, what he really wants is a man who understands him, who will respect his independence during the day, but at night, take him into the bedroom and dominate him completely. Behind locked doors, he will force him to submit, tease him until he cries, and use his body in ways that make him shiver just to think about. He fantasizes about a man like that, and yet he is frightened that, some day, he’ll find him… -- source link