4 days left!!If $6000 is reached, I’ll show you 3-5 pages of my old arthonestly i am blown away by t
4 days left!!If $6000 is reached, I’ll show you 3-5 pages of my old arthonestly i am blown away by the fact that there actually are people interested to by an artbook of just my art(?!)let alone the fact that there’s 91 of you interested so far?!! i mean honestly you guys, i’m just a wild mess of a failed adult and y’all literally witnessed my chaotic depression spirals in 2016-present and you endured my senseless blog rants and yet y’all are still here supporting me even though there’s honestly no reason for you guys to do it. You, as in, you lot from tumblr specifically. Over 80% of backers are from tumblr. And YOU guys are the ones who witnessed all my spiraling and depressed chaos and yet you guys YOU GUYS ARE THE ONES WHO ARE SUPPORTING ME AND MY ARTBOOKdo you understand how grateful i feel???? its very surreal????? you’re all online strangers, and i’m an online stranger too, there’s no benefit in you supporting me and yet you do, and i’m so touched??? thats an understatement, it’s just very surreal y’know. I never ever consider my art a “success” because im not popular, my followers back in dA was laughable despite years of trying to gain more followers. any time i try to expand my art viewership, it always failed. Newer accounts or blogs can get triple of my follower count in a third of the time and i just always feel like “hahaha what am i doing with my art, stuff like that (as in having people respond positively to my art) is just not the sorta thing that can happen to me, whatevs i’ll just continue drawing in my sad lil corner while enviously staring at those whose art has a huge following” and yet now, this may not be a “huge following” that i have, but there is an actual 91 living breathing human beings who sees my artbook and think “this is neat. i want it”THAT. IS. INSANE!legit this is actually my childhood dream come true. and im so happy now, and im so glad y’all constantly helped me, talked to me and comforted me when i was suicidal in 2016so anyway, i have no clue how to repay you guys but i guess if it could be comforting to other younger or new digital artists, i’ll share with you guys my shitty old artworks. I hated my artworks last time, its like equal parts proud-of-my-effort but also “disappointed that it wasnt as good as I wanted” followed by “frustration that my art sucks". But eventually, after yeeeaaarsss, i can finally reach a stage where i feel like sharing my art isn’t an embarrassment and thats a milestone for me. My art isnt perfect but at least i dont always feel embarrassed of my own work. So yeah, maybe seeing my shitty old art can be somewhat inspiring(?) to you xDanyways thank you all so much i love you allMy Kickstarter Artbook Link -- source link
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