wisteria-90:beezypond:CASTIEL: You know, I’ve… I’ve been here for a very long time. And I remember m
wisteria-90:beezypond:CASTIEL: You know, I’ve… I’ve been here for a very long time. And I remember many things. I remember being at a shoreline, watching a little grey fish heave itself up on the beach and an older brother saying, “Don’t step on that fish, Castiel. Big plans for that fish.” I remember the Tower of Babel… All 37 feet of it, which I suppose was impressive at the time. And when it fell, they howled ‘divine wrath’. But come on — dried dung can only be stacked so high. I remember Cain and Abel, David and Goliath, Sodom and Gomorrah. And, of course, I remember the most remarkable event — remarkable because it never came to pass. It was averted by two boys, an old drunk and a fallen angel. The grand story. And we ripped up the ending and the rules… and destiny, leaving nothing but freedom and choice. Which is all well and good, except… Well, what if I’ve made the wrong choice? How am I supposed to know?A CASTIEL MOMENT A DAY UNTIL S7 STARTS5. “Am I doing the right thing? Am I on the right path?” #One day, crying and sobbing over Castiel won’t be enough. One day, everyone will be standing around my dead body and my love for Castiel will be the thing that put it there. Castiel is my favourite. He’s perfect and imperfect. He’s vulnerable and he’s powerful. He’s naïve, and childlike, but wise beyond his years. He’s an enigma, wrapped in a dirty overcoat, that is so gentle, and loving, and endlessly patient, and that knows every part of Dean’s soul like the back of his vessel’s hand. He is gorgeous, and his wrath is devastatingly beautiful. He gives everything not expecting anything in return. Selflessness being the only thing he understands of human behaviour. Selfishness being but one of the many things he doesn’t. He yearns for self-worth like the rest of us, for a sort of perfection that he won’t ever reach. A perfection that is clear in Dean’s eyes, and in mine, but not in his. Dean may have ruined his first chance to show him how utterly perfect he already is, but I haven’t. And the fandom hasn’t. Because for all this time, we’ve been adoring him from afar, and we won’t ever let him go without him knowing that he is perfect just the way he is. #You did nothing wrong my love. You did everything right. Don’t let them tell you otherwise^THIS TAG IS EVERYTHING I AM FEELING RIGHT NOW. -- source link
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