All snuggled up and ready to pass out again so I can be wide awake when my little brother comes home
All snuggled up and ready to pass out again so I can be wide awake when my little brother comes home tomorrow. The last two days have been so hard. Walking in on him, him running away, me finding this blog and all the pictures of me and the stories about me… When he finally texted me back earlier, he said he’d seen my posts but he didn’t say anything about them. I’m scared, guys. I don’t want my baby boy to hate me or be afraid to come near me or look at me. He’s my brother, I love him. I dreamed about him all evening when I was asleep. I could see him, feel him, hear his voice like he was right here. I woke up reaching for him. Tomorrow will not be easy. But it is necessary. Please wish me luck when we talk face to face tomorrow finally. Actually, please wish us both luck. It won’t be easy but we love each other and so I know that we will get through it. Eric! Hey, boy :) :) :) :) I’m wearing the Billy Idol t-shirt you gave me. See? I feel like you’re close to me….almost. Come back! Haha <3 I’m sorry. Your big sister is just excited to see you again. I know I’ll probably cry when we start talking but please remember I love you. And I’m your favorite girl and never want to hurt you. <3 Melissa -- source link