katannauk: Just another messy late summer’s day. This followed on from the diaper machine pose on a
katannauk: Just another messy late summer’s day. This followed on from the diaper machine pose on a quick nature stop to document the incident on the way back after driving/sitting. The diaper soaked through even before I got in the car so there’s certainly a limit with tena slips. Lately I’ve been calming down with it all although I have ruined a pair of trousers or two just for the hell of it. My baseline is increasingly numb as overthinking everything isn’t working. When I boil it all down, it seems like the older I get, the harder it is to just live in the moment and appreciate the now. Maybe this has always been about regression back to times in early life when the now meant so much more. A way of distilling out the complexity and chaos back down to equanimous mentalese. The crazy walks over the previous few years evoked both extremes and I think that was a cocktail worthy of exploration but not persistence. I miss the thrill but not the guilt of public kersploops and have enjoyed a few quieter wonders over the previous few weeks upon which not a single nostril was offended. Although generally we’ve had a pretty crappy Autumn here in the UK. I managed to get a few vaguely autumnal pics recently so they’re next I think. Happy pooping x -- source link