inacatastrophicmind:Do you know what’s the most painful thing about this? That after everything they
inacatastrophicmind:Do you know what’s the most painful thing about this? That after everything they have been through together, good and bad stuff, Cas sees that he hasn’t been able to save Dean like he has done for countless times, that he has lost Dean. He sees what’s left of the man he fell in love with leaving him. Dean is now a broken shell of the man Castiel has loved for a long time. Darkness has reached him and it’s consuming him, reaching the point where he can beat the shit out of Cas without any regret, but what hurts Castiel most, it’s the fact that there’s some remaining of Dean in there, that remaining of who Dean was before the Mark, and that part is the one who decided not to kill Cas.There is Cas, on the floor, watching what the man he loves has become, leaving him behind, wondering how this happened, how he couldn’t save him, how the man he has shared so many moment with is almost dead, about to completely surrender to darkness, how after everything they have shared together it feels as if didn’t matter or exist. After everything he has done for him, Dean chooses to leave, even if he didn’t kill him, and it breaks Castiel’s heart to see how the human who made him feel love is about to disappear, that the person he trusted most not to hurt him ever, has broken his bones and his heart. -- source link
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