yeah-ditto-obvs:tatianamaslamy:#shut up #rachel wants to have a baby so badly #she probably already
yeah-ditto-obvs:tatianamaslamy:#shut up #rachel wants to have a baby so badly #she probably already tried many times and couldnt #one time she actually got pregnant #and took the pregnant test at least 15 times before she was sure #she was so happy #she chose the baby name and bought a new apartment so he could have a room for himself #she couldnt believe it #she didnt tell anyone at dyad because she didnt want any of them to know #it was her personal miracle for as long as she could keep it that way #but then one night she woke up really sick #and blood fell through her legs #she had a miscarriage #it was the worst day of her life #the worst week #the worst month #she never fully recovered #she kept the baby’s room intact #it was nice to pretend she had a family WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK WHY WOULD YOU WRITE THAT DO YOU ENJOY MY PAIN ARE YOU TRYING TO COLLECT MY TEARS -- source link