wolf0889: wolf0889: Hey swifties, I hope some of you reblog this, it would mean everything to me if
wolf0889: wolf0889: Hey swifties, I hope some of you reblog this, it would mean everything to me if you help me So taylorswift can see it. I want to tell you something about me, my life and who I am. Since I was 11 I’ve been through hard and sad times which I had to endure alone without the help from anyone. My parents had to take care of my grandma during the whole day for 5 long years. I helped them as much as I could besides my schoolwork and the problems that a teenager has. The only real friend I had was my little tiger Fredi. When I was 15 I was really sure that I’m homosexual. And I couldn’t hide it anymore after I let my parents know about it- it was awful as I thought my dad hates me. I had the feeling that I was lost in darkness. As I was 18 the only sunshine in my life fell seriously ill: my grandpa had a heart attack. He has laid in a coma for 5 weeks and during this time of my life something inside me died. At the 24th of December 2007 my grandpa died. I stood by his side when he passed away, holding his hand. That was truly the worst day of my life. Our family broke apart completely after his death. And I quit school, quit the apprenticeship as physiotherapist. And then started working as a nurse shortly afterwards. I wanted to help people because I’ve seen enough of those who need help. But I always forgot to think about me, to care about myself. Besides that all my ex-girlfriends cheated on me and, as if that were not enough, my mum fell into depression and got a severe disease. I was always at her side and tried to support her and my dad as good as I could. And I was always alone although at my birthdays because everyone around me had their problems and didn’t have time for me. After these years I found out what really matters: the family, your friends and taylorswift . It doesn’t matter how hard your life is, there’s always someone who is there for you. Now that I’m 25 I believe I have the best friends that you could find, they stand by my side and encourage me in everything I’m doing - even if it is something about Tay Tay. I’m a really weird person with rather special interests and decided to show you my love for our queen in a little different way. I can’t create Vines or videos or similar stuff for you but I spent all my spare time, blood(yes, blood) and sweat on my car and working on it to turn it into my swiftie-car. The last picture is just the idea of my next car, but I will get it next week and the project can begin. That’s my way of showing the world what you’ve been doing for me and how much you helped me through all these sad, dark and hard times. Thank you so much for that taylorswift I know the way in which I told you my story doesn’t really sound hard but it was. I had times were I no longer wanted to be alive. So yes, you always helped me Taylor. I love you for being who you are. I love how weird and crazy you are. Please, never change! So guys, back to you. I hope the best fanbase in the world helps me. I know that there are other fans who deserve her audience more like me, for example those who are in hospital and weren’t able to see her on stage or even have cancer or haven’t the money. That’s why I only want that Taylor could see the pictures of my car and tell me what she thinks about it. That’s all I want, no follow from her or anything like that. I would be really happy if some of you would reblog this. Please help me. And if anyone of you needs help, an advice or a listening ear, write me Thank you all for your help ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ I LOVE YOU taylorswift @taylorswift -- source link