ditzy-dolls:Claudia’s life was stressful. She worked a demanding minimum-wage job to pay her bills w

ditzy-dolls:Claudia’s life was stressful. She worked a demanding minimum-wage job to pay her bills while taking night classes, trying to finally finish her degree. She lived in a too-small apartment in a crappy, probably-should-be-condemned building in a terrible part of a city she still didn’t know anyone in. She was overworked, isolated, exhausted, and losing steam.So when flyers began showing up on campus advertising a free meditation course, she was interested. Claudia didn’t necessarily put a lot of stock into mindfulness or any of that stuff, but it was hard to turn down anything that might help - especially something free.The first class actually fit into her schedule, luckily enough. It was led by a tall, slender man named Gregory. Gregory had long, dark hair and a soft, calm voice that immediately gave the room a pleasantly sleepy feel. It was a small group, only a half-dozen or so other students. They went over basic techniques - how to sit, how to breathe, the overall concepts that a novice would need to know. They ended with ten minutes of simple, silent meditation.Gregory lit some incense or put out some patchouli or something, Claudia wasn’t sure. Something fragrant and soothing. He dimmed the lights, put on some white noise, and spoke barely audibly in a way that let everyone just sit and listen and sink.The class was, overall, forgettable. Not in a bad way, either - Claudia just couldn’t quite remember many of the details of the experience. That felt great when she thought about it a little. Everything in her life demanded so much of her attention, so having something that she could just experience and let go of was amazing.Gregory offered another class the next week, and Claudia went again. The guided meditation period was longer, and she sank even deeper. Meditation class became the high point of Claudia’s week. The meditation periods got longer and longer, until the point when classes started with the lights down and the scents going and the white noise on. Claudia found herself sinking into zen-like blankness within seconds of sitting down.When Gregory told her he was looking into doing individual classes, she immediately agreed. She had to call in from work, since Gregory was scheduling them for the morning, but that didn’t seem important.Individual meditation with Gregory was just… unbelievable. All Claudia had to do was sit, unfocus her brain, and let Gregory speak mantras into her ear with his beautiful, soothing voice. Claudia could never remember the things he said, which made her surprisingly, warmly happy. The fact that meditation time was such a pure space of void seemed perfect.When Claudia kissed Gregory after her second individual class, she was a little surprised with herself. He’d been completely professional and platonic, and while he was handsome enough, she’d never consciously thought about him like that before. Still, in the moment, after he guided her back into consciousness, she simply found herself gliding towards him, warmly embracing him, softly kissing him. They made out for a few minutes, Gregory accepting her sudden advance with the same placid calmness that he always carried himself with. He eventually broke the kiss, smiled softly, and said he’d see her next time.That’s how her individual classes went for a while - deep, long meditation, and then when Gregory woke her, Claudia would just follow the urges of her body. Often it was just kissing, stroking, grinding herself against him. Sometimes she’d blow him. Occasionally she laid back, opening her legs for him, letting him fuck her. Whatever she did, Gregory was never surprised or hesitant, always accepting her advances with pleasant patience and amiable openness.The lingering effect of her meditation classes was that Claudia just couldn’t maintain stress or anxiety about anything. She called out of work enough times that she was eventually fired. Hard to care about that, though - that just meant she could do individual meditation every day. It didn’t become an issue until later in the month, when she realized rent was due. She mentioned it to Gregory passively one day, after he finished fucking her tits. Gregory, calm and thoughtful as ever, had the solution immediately. She could come live with him!His place was amazing - open, airy, with loads of wonderful places to meditate. He constantly had incense going, the smell of it triggering a Pavlovian response in Claudia and making her mind wonderfully half-blank just by walking in. She dropped out of school soon after. She didn’t remember why, but that wasn’t a problem. It was nice to forget, to be blank and empty. Master Gregory knew how to keep her just mindless enough to be blissful. All she had to do was meditate and do as he wanted, and everything was fine. Life was just right. -- source link

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