The moment I started cheating on my husband, I knew my body and it’s needs won’t be the
The moment I started cheating on my husband, I knew my body and it’s needs won’t be the same anymore, it had nothing to do with love, my love to husband is limitless and eternal, it was all about lust, and the way these strangers used me as an object for their manly pleasure and need, something felt good about it, and I kept coming back to it, again, again, and again, I surely had no honor left inside of me, but I certainly had my reason to be and the right way my body needed to be used.I’m still in love with hubby and forever will, but what I still do behind his back, is still calling for me, as these strangers still feel powerful and relieved after using me, and at the end of the day, I’m happy of the number of the people I made happy that day, my husband and kids including, but in a different way than what these strangers got hours ago. -- source link