My first boyfriend avoided kissing me after I went down on him. For a long time I had a lot of guilt
My first boyfriend avoided kissing me after I went down on him. For a long time I had a lot of guilt like I was doing something wrong (and my catholic upbringing only encouraged that notion) or I wasn’t good at it. Now I realize he was scared or grossed out by whatever he might taste on me.It’s not exactly a turn on to be kissed afterwards but I usually come up for air in a needy search for validation and praise. It’s likely that there’s no better way to make me feel appreciated…and therefore likely to do it more. -- source link