dailylgbtq:That’s what I did back when I started in this world in ‘83 or so, when none of us underst
dailylgbtq:That’s what I did back when I started in this world in ‘83 or so, when none of us understood this plague. I thought the only way to find love was with my body. So I would go out to a club, get a little drunk, find me a man that would love me for a while. And even in those moments, when his arms were around me, I believed he loved me. We didn’t know each other’s names. I just would convince myself that it would feel like that forever. But it didn’t. So I would find another, and then another. None of them ever even gave me their name. I would completely debase myself for these men. I just wanted love. I just wanted to be someone’s precious thing. What girl doesn’t want that? You know? Anways, that happened a couple of years back, and I stopped drinking and doing that, but by then it was too late. I had let those guys inside of me. Inside my heart, inside my body. I wanted to please them. I wanted to make them feel so good, so I didn’t use any condoms. And now… And now I got AIDS. -- source link
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