ziggyisthe1:stepmoms:I can still hear the sound of my stepmother’s heels clicking on the hardwoo
ziggyisthe1: stepmoms: I can still hear the sound of my stepmother’s heels clicking on the hardwood stairs as she came up to my room with her hairbrush when I was a youngster. and i knew the louder they got; the closer i was to a painful experience I can only imagine that childhood dread @stepmoms and @ziggyisthe1 felt since I wasn’t spanked–or really spanked–as a child. I might not be wired the way I am now if I had been. These days, I often have to wait a bit for my spanking and while waiting, I will gently play with my hard little penis. If he’s excited and hard, the spankings don’t hurt as much and sometimes I can even make happy little squirts while she’s giving me my spanking. It hurts a lot more after but it is worth it usually.Sometimes I think I might not be able to stop playing with myself before I have an accident. When I hear her walking to me through the house, I get nervous and a little more excited. One time I got super close and when she walked in, I think I looked like I was about to pop. She thought I was extra scared of the spanking and said I looked cute. Apparently my about-to-cum face is the same as my afraid-of-a-spanking face and both are simply ‘cute’.One day when I am waiting for the hairbrush and playing with myself close to the edge, I’m afraid that I will hear her footsteps on the stairs and it will trigger something inside me. I won’t be able to stop playing with myself before it is too late and it will just happen. When she walks in the room, she won’t see her husband with just an erection but a little masturbator with pulsating penis and a handful of semen. She’ll still spank me, of course. Without my ‘erection protection’ it will hurt so much more. I am afraid of that happening but I know one day it will. The anticipation is too much. The fear consume me. -- source link