[02] ManifestationsThey always appear in one of two ways:1. Large, black, amorphous. This version te
[02] ManifestationsThey always appear in one of two ways:1. Large, black, amorphous. This version tends to be more maleable in shape, depending on what kind of environment they’re in. Finds itself in large spaces, lurking in forests, oceans, etc. Thematically, they appear when I’m processing something that feels more insidious or unknowable. They often appear alongside some visualization of myself. This feels like the version of void that I extract to try and relate to or understand. 2. Human-sized, white, well-defined. This version is often found trotting around in place of myself, as the visualization of myself. This is the version that I have tattooed on myself, and the one that feels safe enough to be an interloping interceder in places that I want to know but am not able to physically enter. Thematically, they tend to represent a version of me that is well-defined enough to take up space, but not so defined as to invite judgement, assumptions, or projections of others. This feels like the version of void that I inhabit when I want to explore without being noticed. I don’t think they have ever appeared together. -- source link