This blog is making me hate myself and my attempts to express myself. i’m so far away from who i wan
This blog is making me hate myself and my attempts to express myself. i’m so far away from who i want to be, and nothing ever comes out the way i intend. The only posts people seem to like are the ones with lyrics or my poetry on them, which is good, it just means i have to put in more effort for people to like my stuff. But this is supposed to be about me. i keep telling myself that my blog is for me and nobody else but i crave other people’s validation so much. what can i do except keep trying? I want to be better. i want to be good. -- source link
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