I’m back in my room, she’s back in her room, and I’m a fucking mess. What happened tonight?!? What d

I’m back in my room, she’s back in her room, and I’m a fucking mess. What happened tonight?!? What did I let occur?? How pathetic am I?? Tuck me in?? Baby bottle?!?And am I about to jerk off to an emoji???I need to take a good hard look in the mirror.What would you have done if she asked you to her room?? What had stopped you from asking her to yours - or from letting her come “tuck you in”?? You’re married, yes, and it would ruin your life. But…gah!!So much anxiety, so much confusion, so much MELISSA. My mind is whirling I have to calm downAnd…these shoes fit earlier, right? Or…maybe they didn’t. Maybe they -were- loose, earlier.Or maybe the rain did it? They got wet and stretched out? I…I don’t need anything else to make me feel smaller or more inadequate, right?Jesus she was so big. Her legs were so fucking big. Like horses, so huge. They made me feel so fucking small. I wanted to just grab onto them and hump them like the little freaking shrimp I a-Stop it. Stop it. You need to get a grip.But goddamn it I- Jesus Christ.Jesus fucking christ!Why would she send this to me? What does she expect me to do with it??What do I say??No!I can’t say anything. I can’t say I saw it, can’t let her know I looked…she thinks I turned my phone off. But goddamn it she wants me to…what does she want? She wants me to think about her?? As I try to get to sleep? Is that it??I shouldn’t say anything I shouldn’t say anything she’ll know i saw that pic You fucking idiot. ======================I know it was a short one - next post, though, is pretty much ready to go. Hope to have it up soon.Also - my apologies to anyone who was following Melissssy’s IG - seems like she got reported and her account removed.   :|   Shame, she tells me she liked talking with you all. -- source link

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