The purging startedwith a humble wish please let me leave this entire life behind and the life bef

The purging started with a humble wish please let me leave this entire life behind and the life before that and the life before that and the life before that. Can this be the real beginning? Can I, me, can she start here. I go through the boxes and I go through the drawers and it all feels so heavy seeped in guilt and memory and I feel as though if I could just get rid of all of it maybe my heart would feel whole again. how can an object of such inconsequential appearance rip my guts out? how does a bit of metal pendants on chains make me cry myself to sleep? If I can just get rid of all of it I can be new. And yet, there’s that little vase and I remember how much I loved myself when I bought it. Little twelve year old me thought enough of me thought enough of an artist my dad said why? with that typical look of superior knowledge. she shrugged I shrugged I brought it home and loved it so, maybe the vase can come with me. wish became prayer let everything leave me and let me leave everything except those things that remind me of how I loved myself. . . . . . #poetry #writing #leaving #newpath #healing #emotionalintelligence #consciousliving #consciousness #selfaware #personalgrowth #motherwound #growthmindset #intuition #lightwork #spirituality #emotionalabuse #boundaries #recovery #consciousmama #consciousparent #relationships #relationshipgoals #spiritualawakening #awakening #empath #selfcompassion (at Lethbridge, Alberta) https://www.instagram.com/p/BzjSvJwAaN7/?igshid=1bv37a9d5l93l -- source link

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