These are bad photos to represent what I’m trying to express because of the lighting, but this is wh
These are bad photos to represent what I’m trying to express because of the lighting, but this is what people should see when they call me skinny. This is anorexia. When I used to be healthy I could lie down like a normal person. But that black part is my sports bra and below it are my ribs. I’m so skinny that my body is breaking down and I never eat. This isn’t pretty or beautiful or attractive. If left untreated this is a death sentence to me. I understand wanting to be skinny, wanting to be beautiful. I have that obsession that drives me to look this way. But it’s not beautiful, it’s unhealthy and terrifying. Sometimes I see people rave about how they want to look this way, but you don’t. You don’t want to be so skinny that you see bones in the mirror or that camera shot. Everyone in the world is beautiful just the way they are, but there’s no reason to be unhealthy like this or anything else. I need to learn to love myself, to stop counting my calorie intake or never eat. But for those who also suffer, we’re in it together. -- source link
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