Last night, I had some of the trippiest Hypnagogia ever. I had the weirdest falling, crushing &
Last night, I had some of the trippiest Hypnagogia ever. I had the weirdest falling, crushing & shaking sensations, loud auditable and scary visual hallucinations just on the edge of sleep. Then every 20 minutes I’d forcibly drag myself back to consciousness, in a frenzied panic. Trying to decipher if any of it actually happened. On and off for about 6 hours. It wasn’t fun to say the least. The point here is this only happens when I’m insanely stressed. I have nothing to stress about. The @suicidegirlsballroomblitz went incredibly, I couldn’t be prouder of my team and myself. All these photos were taken in the last six months. I’ve shot with amazing photographers, worked for amazing companies, taken fire performing further than I ever expected with @pyrohexofficial. I’ve been to the world’s MOST stunning places (pictured: Banff, Canada). I’ve toured almost all of North America with the greatest touring show I’ve met and some girls I love the most, @sgblackheartburlesque ❤ And I’ve brought it all home, to London, to show my friends and my family what I do. And I know they all love me and what I do. And I’m so grateful to be able to work my ass off to get these opportunities. It’s hard. I love every second of it. So why is my brain convinced I have something worthy of panic? I don’t know. But I do know that I’m not going to let it convince me. I want something new to sink my fangs into. I’m going to find it. Yea this is a lengthy one and I thankyou for sticking with it. Take from it whatever you want, whatever you need. I needed it get it out of my brain, and what more of a glorious way to share it than social media. Many people scorn it, but we’re connected in a way like never before. Social media, and life, is what you make of it. -- source link